Yes, I rarely do this anymore because I’ve seen over and over again how important it is that I insist you commit for you to get maximum results from my coaching method …

However, I found a way to give you a free sample of the life-changing, ultra-results-producing Abundance Challenge and also require your commitment … and that is by giving you each video for ONE DAY ONLY, three days in a row, so you can get in the habit of tapping daily, which is how you are going to get BIG MIRACLES.

This program has already created a bunch of HUGE MIRACLES, you can read the testimonials on the sales page, and this new one just came in yesterday:

“Tuesday morning I got a call notifying me of a $51,000 inheritance. This is pretty amazing considering that I’ve been tapping the 30 Day Abundance Challenge in which we’ve been tapping for ….. $50,000 ! I decided to quit my job and focus on my various businesses that I’ve been wanting to run for a while, but haven’t been able to dedicate my whole self to because of the job dragging me down. I’ve felt super empowered ever since.”

- Alexander Rose

For me personally, this program got me a brand new car (read more here) and has catapulted my business income into the stratosphere (over $67,000 last month just from the business, over $70,000 overall) … especially powerful when combined with the Personal Power Challenge.

And now you have the opportunity to try out the first three life-changing Abundance videos at zero cost – all you need to do is sign up here:

YES, sign me up for the first three videos free

You will get a login and password to log in to the site, but you must watch each video on each of the three days. This will help you commit to a daily HBR practice.

Love,
Erika Awakening

Again, the sign-up is here. If you signed up previously and didn’t get the videos, just sign up again and you’ll get a password immediately.

Another photo from our spectacular trip to Vegas, if you missed the details of how it ended two years of celibacy for me, read more here

Thought you all might enjoy this photo from our totally awesome trip to Vegas

Yes, folks, I have found the Holy Grail … the reason this journey began.

If you’ve been following me for a long time, you know the struggles I had with sexuality. The heartbreaks, the pain.

All that is over. I’m back from Vegas. I had an absolutely amazing time. And there is no “sex hangover” this time. I had the time of my life, and I’m excited about true sexual freedom, with multiple lovers.

Don’t confuse this with “having a lot of sex.” There were times in my life that I had a lot of sex. But never until now did I have this feeling about it.

This absolute freedom of choice. This bliss and joy lifting my entire body and experience to Heaven.

I have found the Holy Grail, and these two 30-day series are it:

Sexual Abundance and Personal Power

Nobody else can teach you this, because nobody else knows about it. This is my gift to the world, the whole reason for the journey. Rest assured, this is just the beginning. What you are about to witness is going to blow your socks off …

So as some of you already know, I had a pretty amazing week at Johnny Soporno’s Worthy Playboy Lifestyle Workshop in Vegas last week …

In fact, I ended up having sex for the first time in two years …

And for those of you who really wish you had a better love and sex life, I wanted to share what paved the way for this miraculous week, and what motivated me to have sex with this man.

1. Inner game preparation. First, no question about it, if you really want to have these kinds of amazing experiences, you need to get my products — what opened the door for these miracles to happen was the transformational work I did on myself before I ever landed there, including:

The 30-Day Abundance Challenge

The 30-Day Sexual Abundance Challenge

The 30-Day Personal Power Challenge

If you are serious about having this kind of magic and abundance in your life, you simply MUST make it a priority to get these products and apply them with commitment. No ifs, ands, or buts about it.

In other words, this guy was absolutely AMAZING, and I am the one who manifested him. I’m the one who created this experience for myself. I’m the one who can create this again, with him or with another partner. And that is not “random.” It’s a direct result of the inner game work that I did beforehand.

If you don’t get this first principle, nothing else I say is going to work for you and you may as well stop reading now.

2. Synchronicity

As I described in my article last week, this connection was almost unbelievable in terms of synchronicity, and there is no question this contributed to the magic of the experience. At first, it was as if I had manifested my “ex” all over again, except even better this time (read more here). This was important for me internally because it demonstrated to me that I am the power center of my experience. I don’t need to worry about “losing” anything or anyone because I can create it again and keep on improving it each time. Lol Anyway, there is absolutely no question in my mind that the power of this synchronicity is part of the reason I had sex, it just felt right, as if we had known each other for years. This is not a “tactic” or “technique” you can learn from any outer game coach. You must become a master manifestor to be able to create something this magical to your advantage.

3. Presence and Sincere Caring for Me and Other Women

This guy made huge points with me for sincerity and presence. He was really present with me when he was with me. One of his other lovers also happened to be around, and he treated her with respect also. This communicated his value system to me in a very powerful way.

4. Shared Values

All week long, it became abundantly clear how aligned our values are, which has not happened to me very often.

5. Radical Honesty

One of the most wonderful things right off the bat was how honest we could be with each other. Really exhilarating honesty. Wouldn’t have a relationship without this, and most guys don’t know how to be honest with themselves, much less with a woman. Huge huge points for this.

6. Polyamorous

Not all that surprising given that we were at Johnny’s workshop, but this man shares my desire for totally open relationships. In fact, we almost had a threesome the last night with another woman, but I chickened out. Would have been a great article. Oh well, next time

7. Sense of humor

We laughed a lot all week long. He was very alive. Most men I meet are half-dead inside, which makes them totally uninteresting to date.

8. Extremely high awareness and can bring this into our sexuality

First man I’ve ever met who can coach me through my own inner shit while his hand is in my pussy. Huge points for this.

9. Understands the “process”

He didn’t freak out when I got triggered, and he was also willing to be vulnerable. In fact, we did a live Holistic Belief Reprogramming session for the entire group with him as my volunteer, and we went really, really deep with it. And over the course of the week, he heard me laugh, cry, scream (including with sex), go into a trauma response, and a whole other range of emotions, and he was able to stay connected through it all (as was I, by the way, when he got really angry and other intense emotions).

I don’t think I could date a guy at this point who doesn’t “get” the value of the transformational process.

Much much more …

All in all, it wasn’t just about sex. In fact, I don’t think any man could get me into bed for “just sex” – it doesn’t have any value to me. This was an experience, a deep connection, a perfect match and mirror for my own deep awareness and aliveness.

I feel like I got a glimpse of the future of sex, and it was really wonderful. I’m also super thrilled at the internal transformation that I’ve had over the past few months, and I know I can expect to be creating more of these experiences very soon, which brings us back to point #1:

1. Inner game preparation. First, no question about it, if you really want to have these kinds of amazing experiences, you need to get my products — what opened the door for these miracles to happen was the transformational work I did on myself before I ever landed there, including:

The 30-Day Abundance Challenge

The 30-Day Sexual Abundance Challenge

The 30-Day Personal Power Challenge

If you are serious about having this kind of magic and abundance in your life, you simply MUST make it a priority to get these products and apply them with commitment. No ifs, ands, or buts about it.

In other words, this guy was absolutely AMAZING, and I am the one who manifested him. I’m the one who created this experience for myself. I’m the one who can create this again, with him or with another partner. And that is not “random.” It’s a direct result of the inner game work that I did beforehand.

If you don’t get this first principle, nothing else I say is going to work for you and you may as well stop reading now.

Vegas, baby!!

It’s already been such a ride and we are only 24 hours in …

Last night right before I met the group at Hard Rock, I pulled an Angel card and it was ‘Soulmate Relationship.’

When I arrived, seeing lots of dear friends with hugs all around, I also did a double take. As I looked around the table for all the familiar faces, I thought my ex Entropy was sitting there. But I looked more closely and it was a guy who looks almost exactly like him. I mean a Spitting Image. Same height, same coloring, same style of dress.

Well, I didn’t think much about it after that but as the night went on, I noticed this new guy also had the same energetic signature as my ex. And a very similar voice and vibe and mannerisms. A very similar deep way of connecting with me. And, yes, there was a really strong connection between us. Still, I just assumed it would just be an interesting curiosity for the rest of the week lol.

Well, I was wrong …

Next thing I knew this guy was seeking me out to ask about my coaching method, and pretty quickly after that it became clear we were going back to the hotel together. Back at the hotel, I felt shockingly comfortable getting intimate with him shockingly fast. As if we had known each other for years.

It turned out that he knows some White Tiger Tantra too (see more about that in my Vision Quest article).

Have I mentioned that the Sexual Abundance Challenge is working lol?

Follow the White Rabbit …

So here’s the story of how I got my brand new car …

Last summer, I looked at my trusty old car and knew it was time to get a new one. I even went to the car dealer website and “built” my new car online. Matador Red with most of the bells and whistles. And I was excited to have it. I could already feel myself in it.

But then, I had a temporary “setback” in my business, and it felt confusing to me because things had been going so well. I have learned to trust that “everything happens for a reason,” so as usual I just focused on clearing as much negative emotion and as many limiting beliefs as I could.

Among other things, I postponed the car purchase.

In the midst of all that, I realized that I needed to manifest at least $50,000 relatively quickly in order to keep a bunch of financial commitments. Of course, I turned to Holistic Belief Reprogramming to help me meet this goal. However, where I would usually just apply the method for myself, this time I decided to turn my own tapping into a product. Thus began the 30-Day Abundance Challenge, a 30-day video product teaching people how to use HBR to create money quickly.

It actually took me more than 30 days to record the 30 videos, and for some weeks it appeared to me that “very little was happening.” In October, my business did begin to pick up a bit, but I still wasn’t “seeing” my extra $50,000. One of the intentions that I wove into the 30-Day program was to give the Universe permission to bring the money to me in surprising and delightful ways (you can read more about the 30 videos here).

Well, as usual, the Universe had bigger plans for me than I was seeing for myself.

One day I went out to my parked car toward the latter half of October, which I’ve been parking on the streets of San Francisco without incident for years now, and found that it had been hit by a taxicab. A bystander left a note with all the info, and the cab company almost instantly accepted liability. I am always listening for “messages from God,” and immediately I thought to myself, “perhaps God wants me to get a new car.”

I started handling the insurance situation, and my insurance agent told me that I had the option of asking to be cashed out rather than get repairs, so I was already considering this when … almost unbelievably!! …

Six days later, my car was parked in a totally different location near my apartment and was hit AGAIN in a different part of the car. Lol, I was stunned This driver left a note with all her insurance info. From her note, she sounded rather bewildered and had “no idea how this could have happened.” Now I felt certain that God wanted me to get a new car.

So I took my old car to the dealership and asked them how much they’d give me for it “as is.” Then I asked about a new car, and I was set on Matador Red to match my websites. I was going to get a few options but not go for the full luxury deal. And I was going to trade in my old car as a down payment.

Well, lo and behold, the ONLY car that fit my criteria in the entire West side of the country was fully loaded with all the options – total price around $56,000. Because the insurance wasn’t fully settled yet, and I was thinking to delay the purchase, the car dealer made me an offer I couldn’t refuse – no down-payment and less than 1% financing on the entire vehicle. He said, we’ll just send you a check for $10,000 after you get the insurance stuff settled. So zero money down and practically interest free for five years.

In other words, I could walk away with a brand new car for $47 to cover the DMV transfer fee. And I did. Haha, pretty amazing, yes?

Over the course of the next few weeks, I received checks for over $4,000 in insurance settlements, $10,000 for the trade-in, and my accountant confirmed that as I use the car almost exclusively for business purposes, there would be a generous tax deduction as well. I sent an extra $15,000 toward my mortgage, which has a much higher interest rate, thus saving even more money.

When it was all said and done, I ended up with a brand new car worth more than $50,000, virtually interest free, and far more cash in my pocket than when I began. Lol Pretty miraculous, if I must say so myself. And the surprising and delightful way that the Universe orchestrated the whole thing is yet another example of how God’s plan for us is so brilliant that there’s no way our ego mind could even conceive of it.

The car is awesome, btw Absolutely love it, especially with that fantastic Mark Levinson sound system. Haha, God really does adore me (and you, too, if you let Him).

Well, the miracles didn’t stop there. Next I checked the value of my home, and it had gone up more than $50,000 from the last time I checked it near the beginning of the year.

And then I released the 30-Day Abundance Challenge as a product, and it was a smashing success, producing multiple five-figure miracles for my clients and customers (see the testimonials here), as well as several people loving HBR so much that they signed up for my 15-Week Miracle coaching program (read more about it here).

Which led to this month. Right now, scheduled payments that people have said they are sending me in January add up to over $50,000 and that’s not including product income for the month (as my product income took off during this same time period) …

All in all, I’d say my temporary “setback” turned out to be a huge gift, and that the 30-Day Abundance Challenge is probably the best abundance-generating product on the market today. Try it for yourself. You’ll be glad you did

Wishing you abundance and miracles,

Erika Awakening

p.s. To sign up for the 30-Day Abundance Challenge and see for yourself how powerful this program is, CLICK HERE.

For quite a while now, I’ve been known as someone who wasn’t afraid to make waves, to provoke people in service of healing …

Many people who were angry at me at first thanked me later. The question you need to ask yourself is: would I rather be “right” about Erika and suffer and be poor and small and sad, or am I willing to be open to the possibility that she might be on to something that I don’t know and haven’t experienced yet?

I mean, do you want to get old and wrinkly and die of cancer? Or would you prefer to be glowingly healthy and eternally young?

Not to put too fine a point on it, that IS what’s at stake here, my friends.

Anyway, next week I’ll be partying it up in Vegas with many friends, and I am totally looking forward to it and planning to enjoy myself to the utmost.

This weekend I dedicated to creating a new product, and it’s nearing completion. It is the follow-up to the 30-Day Abundance Challenge (learn more here), and the 30-Day Sexual Abundance Challenge (read more here).

This product is the 30-Day Personal Power Challenge, a thorough cleansing of the third chakra. I have recorded 24 of the 30 videos, and the shifts that I’m experiencing are absolutely profound. Physiological changes, money coming into my account, standing up for myself in new and bolder ways, and … what I wanted to share today …

The realization that I am no longer willing to stay away from the “super taboo” in the tapping videos … because that’s where all the power really is … they are getting more and more TABOO as I go along … I mean REALLY taboo … Hitler even made his way into some of these videos … and meanwhile, I am feeling more and more powerful and happy … lol

What amazes me in this world is how many healers and coaches still don’t get it about the Shadow Self. Don’t want to talk about sex, money, power, and God, all in the same breath? Good luck healing anyone.

In an endless and fruitless effort to be “appropriate,” “proper,” “well-liked,” and “nice,” most healers are totally missing the boat about what would actually work to solve their clients’ problems.

And, frankly, I’m tired of being silent about it. So you can expect to be hearing more about it …

But as for getting your hands on the taboo stuff, you’ll have to buy the products. I spent years developing this stuff, and NOBODY else is teaching it. I ain’t giving it away for free. GOD wishes for me to be fabulously WEALTHY and to receive generously from YOU. So if you are going to be miserly and not contribute, all I can say is, you’re going to be missing out big time :p Plus, I’m going to be fabulously wealthy ANYWAY.

And sex, you may ask? Yeah, that too… after my Vision Quest, it became clear to me that God wishes me to have fabulous abundance in my sex life as well. FUCK what anyone else thinks about it.

Vegas, baby, here I come … hahaha God is glorious, God is good, God loves me, and God wants me to have overflowing money, sex, and power … God wants me to have EVERYTHING.

Aaaahhhhh, that feels much better

When I leave this world, the world will be over … vanishing like a dream … my eternally youthful body dissolving into light …

When I leave this world, it will be by conscious choice, willingly … moving on to new adventures …

I will not leave this world alone … I will leave this world with my Beloved, after seeing a world cleansed of all pain, sickness, and suffering …

My Beloved and I will leave this world in Divine Perfection, every sadness washed away, every injustice corrected, every incompletion completed, every heart healed … every heart singing in unison … merging into the final ecstasy and bliss of our final lovemaking, as we return to the eternal embrace from which we never truly left …

That is my prediction

Just finished up a really fun one-on-one intensive weekend with one of my private clients here at my beautiful home in the Lake Tahoe area (to learn more about that program, click here) … and now …

Oooooh, I am getting so excited for next week on our annual Vegas pilgrimage to Johnny’s life-changing workshop … It’s always super fun, but I’m especially looking forward to it this year because, what a radical change in my own life from last year when I went there!!

For one thing, my business is going GREAT. December was another $25K+ month and it looks like this month may break all my previous records The Angel cards told me to “Reward Yourself,” and I’m going to treat myself to a wonderful room at a spa hotel while we are there, and a bunch of spa treatments. One of my customers very graciously offered me his “friends and family” discount so pretty much the Strip is my oyster

Second, last year I still had a day job. So I was only attending this event for a few days. This time I get to go for the whole week, and really drop in and relax!

Third, ever since I recorded the ultra-powerful 30-Day Sexual Abundance Challenge, something very deep has shifted in me. I’ve been having vivid and wonderful sexual dreams, my physiology is changing (yes, I could swear my breasts are bigger lol, and my second chakra is definitely much softer and relaxed. It’ll be a wonderful time to see my friends there, including Sasha Daygame, Bravo PUA, Johnny of course, and many, many other friends who return year after year because this is such an amazing event. Who knows? I might even get laid.

Fourth, we heard that Steve P. is going to be coming again this year, and it’ll be awesome to see him. I’ve been on quite a journey since my White Tiger Tantra experience, so this feels like bringing it all full circle. This is my year of completion, endings and beginnings, all in a really amazing and beautiful way.

Fifth, I will also be making a guest appearance at Vince Kelvin’s also life-changing Initiation. It’s gonna be a fun and full week …

And really that’s just the tip of the iceberg of how awesome it’s going to be. Did I mention the private live sex parties? Haha, you know you WISH your life were this colorful :p This might also be the LAST year, because there may not be an Adult industry by next year. So if you’ve ever considered coming, THIS IS THE YEAR TO DO IT. You can SIGN UP HERE. You’ll be SO glad that you did.

I have a feeling that I’ll be writing some really JUICY blog posts after this trip, lol … if you are a voyeur at heart, stay tuned :p